| manic manic put the boys in a panic. |
[06 Mar 2005|04:39pm] |
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weekend good. no xiu xiu though, i was really sad. its been over a year, think i'm gonna retire this journal. new one to come i'm sure. i guess comment here if you'd like to stay.
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| your cover's blown, i need to see you alone. |
[03 Mar 2005|12:40am] |
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this weekend is going to be amazing.
it feels like the year should be winding down just about now, but we are barely half way through the semester.
i hate being so fucking young.
i wish i were witty
+drop dead gorgeous. that'd be pretty sweet.
( shit. )
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| La La La La La La La |
[27 Feb 2005|10:09pm] |
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its almost march. i'm so excited.
i had a great weekend.
bucky's sweet apartment with bunches of people.
san diego. plot. lots of movies.
:)
this weekend is going to be a lot of fun too.
sbtfs times two and xiu xiuuuu in sd with mary + erik.
oh, i got into cal poly slo. 3 down, 4 more to find out.
♥ yeah..
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| i'm nervous without you. |
[22 Feb 2005|11:21pm] |
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too much rain.
the side of my hair is neon yellow like a highlighter, a tennis ball, or piss..take your pick. either way, its totally eighties.
my car got broken into again, but don't worry they moved my hundred-dollar ipod adapter thingy out of the way so they could get to the pennies! this was while i was parked in the drive way. what the fuck
hopefully gillian this week.
my parents are going to visit my sister this weekend, so i'm going to san diego on saturday.
i have to read a lot.
i'm getting tired of some people and the same thing happening.
it needs to be march. now.
( did i mention i have a terrible caffeine addiction? )
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| something bout the way you taste makes me want to clear my throat. |
[19 Feb 2005|12:53am] |
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justin pearson smiled at me.
i'm putting yellow in my hair tomorrow.
i can't help saying fuckin' "nigger" and "beaner" all the time.. i love my friends, and the fact that it makes them giggle everytime i say it.
today was great.
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| I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you pills. i'll give you anything you want.. |
[13 Feb 2005|03:59pm] |
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terrible week lead to an amazing weekend.
..bought a book, and quite possibly the coolest earrings ever. locust w/erikkk. beautiful guitarist from some girls was in plot. drools. they were good. ex models played the worst set ever. ha. locust was awesome except for everyone constantly walking in front of us. i see them again on thursday... who's going besides jessica+bf and flannery+bf?
..breakfast w/ sister. sushi, green tea ice cream + coffee w/ mr. kory. tested out my shoes: i need more practice. bright eyes w/him+kyle. ( so fuuuun. )
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| And in my pocket I can keep you, put you away for another day |
[09 Feb 2005|09:07pm] |
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i fucked up my hip in my game yesterday, so lets just say that was my last soccer game. kind of sad. 13 years, and its over. lets just concentrate on walking now. i slept so much last night...too much: 11pm-10am.
this weekend is going to be glorious: the locust on friday, bright eyes on saturday.
i saw my pictures from the shoot. expect a picture post after the weekend.
enon makes me want to dance. i'd really like to go dancing, lets turn 18 soon okay? someone come dance in my room with me.
i like when i randomly center my posts.
oh this is important. i need to go to prom so i can have these shoes:
okay goodbye.
♥
ughhhhh why me? :/
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| i'll dig a tunnel from my window to yours. |
[06 Feb 2005|11:03pm] |
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..game went well. killed burbank again. hung out at collin's like old days.
..shelley, ashley, paige, me and joe went to amoeba. i got a lot of hip-hop? that section makes me nervous. big gangsters everywhere. sage francis, mos def, the streets & xiu xiu vinyl. atmosphere cd. then we made a cake at paiges. stefanie came over. was a good night.
..band practice. short bangs. photos. i had a lot of make-up. i still have fake eyelashes in. i felt so awkward though cos they zoom in close and i don't know what to do with my face. i hope they turned out okay, and gillian does well. maybe i will end up in the hair magazine. who knows!
good weekend.
plenty of pictures to come..
♥ this sucks, for lack of better words.
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| how to fight loneliness? just smile all the time. |
[02 Feb 2005|08:34am] |
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sick.
photoshoot is sunday, so i get my hair cut tomorrow. i'm excited/nervous. it will be fun.
shopping saturday then? hmm?
this is too hard, so much at stake, can't say anything. gkhfds
who wants to go see chinese stars on saturday? i do! come with me!
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| But if I could you know I would just hold your hand and you'd understand, i'm the man who loves you. |
[25 Jan 2005|06:04pm] |
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i got a total of three and a half hours of sleep today. an hour and a half last night, and two during school. [i feel great.] as for the many little things that made yesterday as bad as it was, i shouldn't have let them. its not worth letting little things bring me down. all of them should have come as no surprise, but i like to get my hopes up for some reason. "hope for alot but expect the least"<-i love mary. so in spite of recent events/things i've found out, i'm happy. [there is nothing like a good pair of jeans and a long sleeved shirt.] i have 18 more weeks, including multiple days off & spring break. i have lots of things to look forward to: lots of shows including bright eyes, xiu xiu & coachella and a photo shoot with gillian in the next two weeks. hopefully seeing mary, garrett and sean, yes even sean, soon. finding out where i will be for the next three or four years of my life.
no erik, no evyan. i'm sad & bored.
there are a few people that mean the world to me right now, i just hope that they know who they are. and i hope that the feeling is reciprocated.
( happy )
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[24 Jan 2005|10:38pm] |
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today was offically the worst day of this year thus far.
and i just had such a good week...
let's hope sleeping all day tomorrow will return things to good again.
:)
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| Wish I had someone I could always rely, someone to get lost chattin to all night. |
[23 Jan 2005|10:24pm] |
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saw rogue wave on friday with the album leaf. that was a lot of fun, we got there just as rogue wave was setting up... after missing the 57. so lucky. :)
of course that was after we beat saugus 3-2. which put us first in league. cool.
evyan left today. i'm sad.
i got new pants. me and shelley might be going to the fashion district this weekend. yayyyy.
(shana, you should come.)
everyone go see a new nothing stand before the firing squad friday.
canyon tomorrow. 5:15 @ coc. huge. everyone go & support, we're gonna need it.
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| i used to think about you and me forever |
[17 Jan 2005|11:09pm] |
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we beat the 6th ranked team in CIF. not bad. come to my game tomorrow. 315 @ hart. we play valencia, should be interesting.
sleep over at bucky's equals evyan and becky giggle fest on skateboards. aka: a lot of fun
evyan can't leave.
nmh, the shins and rogue wave own my life.
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